Yom Ha'atzmaut

I LOVE ISRAEL SO MUCH. HAPPY 65TH BIRTHDAY ISRAEL <3 <3 <3
In case you were unsure, Yom Ha'atzmaut is Israeli Independence day. There are many street parties and bbqs going on! It is similar to the 4th of July in America.

Rachel, Sydney, & I celebrating Yom Ha'atzmaut in Tel-Aviv!

Lexie

My apartment! 

SPORTS DAY

So we had a Sports day for all of year course. Dani and I ended up just talking on the grass for hours because we had not seen each other in like 3 weeks. But it was a fun day even though I played no sports haha. Our whole section had to wear tie dye as well so that's why we are all wearing it. These are also all my roommates...well except for Kate.

It's a Eurotrip

So I wasn’t really going to blog about my spring break in Europe, but because I’m sitting in the airport waiting for my next flight and I have nothing better to do I decided to blog about it. My friend Yael and I went to Amsterdam for five days and then flew to London for five days. We went to Amsterdam to see my family then we went to London to see Yael’s family. Amsterdam was a fun and small city. It was also really pretty. My family lives near town, so it was easy to get to.  We went to a lot of museums and explored the city.  It was really cold and windy though, so it was hard to be outside for a long period of time.  I really hate the cold, but it was fine because I really liked the city. Just saying I will never live in a place that has a cold climate. I really can’t deal with that…well I guess because I grew up in a warm climate.

Heineken experience

                                       


Then we flew to London…it was also really cold. I mean I didn’t really expect it to be warm. It was a lot colder than Amsterdam…it even snowed a little bit, but not that much. When we got to the airport we took a train then a bus to get to her aunts house. The train ride was an hour and it was really cold on the train. Oh I forgot to mention when we arrived at the airport in London, Yael and I were searched and I’m not talking about a small search. Like they literally opened our suitcases with us there of course and took out each item I had in my suitcase. They opened every single pocket they could find and every little thing I owned. They questioned us for an hour as well. They asked really weird questions like, “How much money is in your bank account?” or “Why are you Israeli?” Yael and I were the only ones they did this too. They claimed they did it to everyone, but I know that was a lie because there was no one there except us. I don’t really know why they searched us though…like I’m not a terrorists and I don’t have drugs or alcohol.  I’m not dumb, why would I hide drugs or alcohol in my suitcase? They also kept Yael’s Israeli passport in Amsterdam…so that was an issue. I don’t know the whole situation was really weird. We were only supposed to be in the airport plus flying time for like three hours but it ended up being a day at the airport thing. So that was really annoying, but what can you do? So anyways once we got to her families house, we called the airport and stuff about her passport….but that went down the drain because no one was helpful. They kept transferring her like five million times….typical. No one knows what they are doing haha. But Yael never got it back anyways. We basically just explored and did some touristy stuff in London. It was fun, but I was just ready to go back to Israel. While I was there, it really hit me in just two short months I have to leave Israel and return to America. I honestly don’t know how I feel about that. I feel like Israel is my true home.

View from the London Eye

Big Ben in the background

First night in Bat Yam

So the night before I left for Amsterdam I had to go to the mall to get a few last minute things.....just a quick trip. The malls like a 10 minute walk through the park so it's pretty nice. It was like around 8 or 9 when I decided to go. Yael and Gaby came with me as we'll because we had to get some food for our apartment. What we thought would take about 45 minutes turned into like a 3 hour trip. It's funny because as we were walking to the mall I don't remember who but either yael or Gaby brought up about when Slava (our Russian goat herder at Yemin orde) said something like, "always remember the experience you have while getting somewhere" I don't remember the exact quote but it was something like that. Ok so anyway we finally get to the mall and we went into a few stores. Then we all walk out of the store and then Gaby walked away. Yael and I thought she went back into the store we had just walked out of for some reason. So Yael and I went to another store for like 5 minutes then we realized we had no idea where Gaby went. We looked for her everywhere but she was no where to be seen. I really don't know why we didn't just call each other but whatever. But we searched like the whole mall then we see Gaby running around and she looked so confused. She went down a level while Yael and I were on the floor above her. So we just watched her freaking out...it was so funny. Yael and I were just laughing at her. We kept screaming her name but she didn't hear us. Finally she saw us laughing at her and she started laughing too. So this was just the beginning of the night. Then, we decided to go to one of the photo booths...well we thought it was a photo booth. After we took the pictures, we realized it was a passport photo booth. haha It was really funny at the time...we felt so dumb though. After that, we went food shopping to pick up a few things. When we were done, we started walking back to our apartment. In order to get back to the apartment, we have to walk through this park again. As we were walking in the park, Gaby noticed her bag ripped. So we all stopped to think for a second and then Yael realized her bag was also ripped. For some weird reason, we all decided to sit down in the middle of the sidewalk....in the middle of the park. We just started laughing and tried to figure out what to do because we did not have any extra plastic bags. Then the most random people who came out of no where decided to sit down with us. We just died laughing because we really had no idea what to say or do. It was the funniest moment ever. They started talking to us and asked if they were invited to our "picnic"...we just started laughing again because it was so weird. Then more of their friends came over and sat with us. So by that time there were like 15 of us sitting in the middle of the sidewalk. Some of them knew english and some did not. I forgot what we all talked about, but we sat with them for a good 30 minutes. In the end, a few of the people said they would give us extra plastic bags they had. They offered to help us carry everything, but we said no thanks. It was just a really weird experience. Something like this would actually never happen in America..........only Israel.

Responses to the Shoah: March 17th

                IT'S THE LAST DAY!!!!

So finally we made it to the last day! We had an early wake-up..like normal. We drove from Krakow to Warsaw which was about a 5 hour drive. It was a great bus ride because I was able to sleep! When we got to Warsaw, we went to an Orphanage. We didn't go inside though...only talked a little bit about it outside the orphanage.

After this, we went to the Ghetto Wall and stood in the exact place of where the Jewish Ghetto was. Alan, our teacher talked about it for a while. Everyone was so unfocused so it was hard to concentrate again. But then the most exciting part of the day happened. So the wall is pretty much surrounded by apartments. The apartment closest to the wall this Polish guy opens his window and yells in his broken english, "THIS IS NOT GHETTO WALL YOU IDIOT, GO AWAY GO AWAY." Alan said okay and then continued talking about it. The Polish guy just kept screaming at Alan, then all of sudden he goes inside but left his window open. I knew he was going to come back out. We had a huge body guard with us who was like 6'5 and all muscle anddd he spoke Polish. Alan called him over to stand extra close to us. The Polish guy comes out again with a white bucket. Our body guard started talking to him in Polish..well it ended up to be a yelling session. The Polish guy threw the bucket at us and it was full of water. Our body guard yelled at him even more, then they started hitting each other. Then the Polish guy got a white metal rod and started hitting our guard with it. That was kinda scary, but our guard took it out of his hands, bent it, and hit him with it. The Polish guy slammed the window in his face. We ended up leaving because we did not want anything else to happen. That was my first experience with anti-semitism though. It was just crazy! It was pretty exciting though. But after that we walked around then went to the airport. bye.

Shabbos Hayom: March 16th

      

It was a pretty chill day. I was able to sleep in until 10:30 which was AMAZING! We did not really do anything since it was Shabbat and you are supposed to rest. We did a small walking tour of Krakow, which was only about an hour. It was actually a beautiful day and was quite warm....well warm for Poland at least. The sun actually came out, which was the first time I saw the sun the whole week. I actually thought they did not have a sun......But anyways after the walking tour we went to a synagogue and ate shabbos lunch there. Rachel and I got there last (of course because we're always last for legit EVERYTHING) and we got the worst seats ever. But it's fine..we just kept getting up and going over to our friends. It was a nice lunch and it lasted for about two hours or so. We sang and danced as well. Afterwards, we went back to the hotel and we had the option to either have free time or walk to the Wawel Castle. I choose to walk to the Wawel Castle only because I will probably never go to Poland again. It was a nice walk and the weather was not so bad. It was about a 15-30 minute walk. The castle was huge! We got to go inside and it was a church inside. It was pretty interesting and it was also huge inside. We walked around inside for about 30 minutes or so then we walked back to our hotel. I was pretty exhausted by then, but of course our day was not over. We had group discussions and then walked to the outside of the Rema Shul. We had Havdalah there and it was so nice. After that, we went to another cemetery. To be honest, I completely lost focus. I really could not listen because 1. I was really cold again 2. I just could not focus 3. I was spacey like I normally am, but like 20 times worse 4. this list could go on forever 5. okay I'm done with this list.

Okay but after we went back to our hotel and I crashed...I was soooo tired!!!!!!

                                          

The Final Solution: March 15th

                             Auschwitz Birkenau Memorials

I actually don't even know where to begin.  Again, I just have so many questions that will probably be forever unanswered. I could never imagine being in such an awful place. I walked around Auschwitz with an Israeli flag attached to my back the whole time we were there. It made me so proud to be Israeli and to be representing a Jewish state in the very place that wanted to wipe out every single Jew. The first few minutes we walked in, we saw a group of Israelis waving their Israeli flags and singing their Israeli songs. It was amazing to see so much Israeli pride.

 I really wonder what life would be like if the Holocaust never happened. I really think about it all the time...would some of my close friends even be here now? What would the world be like now? Again, just unanswered questions. I never really understood how a person just thinks of something like the Holocaust. Who just thinks, "Oh, I want to kill every single Jew on the face of the earth??" I guess only a psycho would. Also, who even thinks of stuff like that...like ways to kill a person in the worst way possible? Just hearing all the stories are so interesting, but so sad. Hannah told us her grandmothers story in Auschwitz. It was really interesting and is quite a miracle story. She talked about how her grandmother escaped Auschwitz. She said she would dig a hole under the fence every day until it was big enough for her to fit through it. Then, her mother (Hannahs great grandmother) said to just survive by eating berries and grass in the forest so that's what her grandmother did. Her grandmother got very sick in the forest from eating berries and grass and she passed out. Some French Partisons found her and helped her. She got on a boat to America and found her father and mother on the same boat. There's more to this story, but I just found it very interesting.

But Just walking around in the camp makes me wonder how anyone could even escape? I feel like it would be so hard and you have to be super brave to do something like that. There were literally guard towers everywhere and barbed wire fences. I probably would not be brave enough to do something like that. I actually really look up to the people who either survived or escaped the concentration camps. Not that I don't look up to the ones who survived, but I just think if you were able to escape or survive a place like that? That's amazing. Another thing that really really struck me was the weather. How could anyone survive the awful weather? I literally had 8 layers on, 4 pairs of pants on, 4 pairs of really thick and warm socks, t3 hats, and 2 pairs of gloves and I was still FREEZING. I was numb by the time we left. I actually could not feel my feet and to think these people may not have even had socks? They were given a thin layer of clothing too. I just don't understand how they did it. How could someone torture another person like that? The thing is that it was March...like I can't even imagine what it was like during the winter time. It was also one of the coldest winters in 1944-1945, so I can't imagine what that was like. It was around -4 C when we were there..so like in the 20's.  It was also windy, which just made it colder too. I hate the cold so being out there for a few hours was really hard...not just for me, but for everyone. I'm pretty sure every person was freezing no matter how many layers they had on.

Another thing that I did not realize was how big Auschwitz was. I thought it was like 10 times smaller. I also did not realize how many camps they had. I thought it was just one, but there are actually three...which are all huge. I thought Auschwitz would be the size of Majdanek (that's the first camp we went to). There were just endless buildings all around Auschwitz. Each building was used for something different. Some were for the gas chambers and others were for bedrooms. In the gas chamber room you could still see the blue from the gas. In the rooms where they slept, it was also really cold. They did not have any heat unless they worked for it. They had to get the coal themselves to get the heater to work. It required so much work, so most of the time they just froze.

this is where they slept

the gas chamber room

This is their bathroom...they were only to go at certain times during the day for a certain amount of time.

Behind the gate is where the Nazis would shoot people

                                     

                                          millions of shoes from all the people who were killed....

                                           

                                                 A building that was burned right before the war ended

So many pictures of families killed in the Holocaust that were found after the war


After Auschwitz, we got back of the bus and no one said a word. Everyone was exhausted, sad,  and just had so many emotions. There was nothing to say. We drove for about two hours or so back to the hotel. Once we got to the hotel, we had some free time before Shabbat. Everyone either slept or just got ready for Shabbos. We left around 5 and walked to a synagogue. It was one of the most beautiful synagogues I've seen. It had so much color and life in it. It was also a beautiful service. Everyone was dancing and singing so joyfully. We came from one of the worst places in a world that wanted to wipe out every Jew to a place that was so happy and wonderful full of Jews. It really made me so proud to be Jewish. It was so wonderful and I could not stop smiling. So much Joy and Happiness. It was really the most perfect way to end an awful and sad day! <3
xoxo Simcha